My spiritual experience and cleaning your Soul.

 

This is fully authors post.

. I decided to write it because I myself was experiencing different spiritual attacks, starting from my family and later in my life, without knowing why.

My story: At age of 16, I started feel sad because my mother would bully me, yell at me for things she didn't like, and it would continue all day. Sometimes it even was throwing objects, screaming, and raising voice that it would generate a big fear and sadness inside of me. I often couldn't fall asleep, and I couldn't do it because she was also outside my room listening radio to full volume, and there was no way to speak with her, as she would shout and complain to my father, and he would physically attack me then.

 I remember starting to pray to God, and it was Jesus Christ. I tried to imagine how he looks, and I tried to look inside of the candle light and speak to him each night as He was my friend. Because of my family state, I tried to avoid meeting with people because I always felt unslept, sad, and unwanted. I once cried, and I received revelation from him, which I could clearly described as a silent voice I heard, and it wasn't like I believed it instantly. I tried to question it, and I heard answers within me that I didn't know. I decided to test these answers and put them to use, and many times I tried to test this voice. I asked questions, and I received directions that would blow my mind, and I would say: "It can't be true." But each time I tested it, it happened just as I heard inside. At that point, I knew that I was connected with higher power. My mother, even at that point, started to call me posessed with evil, which she never did before. My main goal was to know: is that voice really from the devil? But there was no way to know as just keep testing and listen to it. Each time I heard it, the voice asked to act a certain way, which was 'secretive, understanding, kind, smart, and helpful.' I evaluated in my life that such a voice that comes from devil couldn't ask me to help people in such a need as homeless and give me a duvine purpose to help the helpless. 

I understood all then, and then I tried to ask the voice: Is my mother posessed? The answer I got was yes, and that there is a demon inside of her that is attacking to me through using her body. If you need manipulative people, they will not appear as the enemy but as your dream. But finally, when they will get close to you, they will use that persons body with weak they have that got posessed and target you each day, making you lose your purpose, lead you away from it, making you energetically tired, poorer, feeling guity, and sad about many things you do.

 Conclusion :

 To be able to really understand what is meant for you spiritually, you constantly need question God and voice of Jesus Christ, because when I questioned the voice, the answer was: "Yes, I am the one you call Jesus Christ and I connect you to the God, the ultimate energy." Sadly, many people don't know that our voice comes from our soul, because only living energy makes a sound.